My mind's twisted.
Sometimes I feel like life just isn't enough for me.
I think I want too much but thats what keeps me going. It kills me when I know, this is probably the best I can do. Or if my life just works this way, until the end of time.

You may say I'm unrealistic, immature or that I dream too much.

I hate living in this tiny box, knowing how much I want to move out of it and be better.

There is so much more in life that I want to go after, but then again. I've always wondered, are all doors close just because of who I am.

I despise the word normal. Even if its what everyone desires for, having a normal contented life.

Deep down I know that I can be so much more but yet it is me, myself who constantly throw my own faith away. I hate to wake up to reality.

I will not give up but yet I'm searching for the courage to keep me going.

I do live in my own world but there is exactly where I want to be.

Sometimes it scares me, of how well you're able to understand me.

But at the same time, I find comfort because I could tell you how I feel in words that I can barely understand but you do.

XO

xoxo,
you know you love me