Strumming Some Heartstrings
 at 5:04 PM
When we were younger, everything was way easier :)
But, no. I don't miss my childhood. I remember how I used to cry when my brother's friends are over and they locked me out of the room. And I run to dadddyyyy! And my brother got scolded, nyeheh. How annoying.
I'm blogging now while waiting for Mandas to get ready. She went to bathe at 12.14. Now she's still, not done. Btw its 1pm already :D I'M BORED.
Went grocery shopping yesterday. Bought two cans of baked beans, NYUMMMM. Touched up my figures a little. Watched Pinocchio, halfway. My eyes were dead tired.
Okay Mandas done. I didn't know Pika needs to make up and be pretty :/ Anyways bye.
xoxo,
you know you love me
at 12:25 AM
you were always the best man in my life. you try your best to give me everything I want. thats why I'm always proud when they say you love me more. because I know, I love you just as much you love me. I wish you would read this, cos you just wouldn't listen to me. But I hope you'll know, someday That I'm growing up and that I am also afraid if I lose the both of you. I don't wanna be the useless one. I don't want people saying I'm pampered. Because trust me, you do it all the time. Sometimes I don't know if you just won't accept that I'm not that little girl anymore, or you're afraid I'll be someone else. It hurts to hear those words you say. It hurts when you never trusted me. It hurts more when you doubt me. It hurts when I've tried so hard. I don't know if this is because I'm different from the both of them. Or maybe you're just beginning to hate me. All I know is that it hurts. A lot. Its been hurting for years. And all I've been trying to do is to make you proud of me. I know we say ugly things when we're mad, but I never did. . You never see me, like how I thought you should have.
And all the time this always runs through my mind, If it ever takes losing me to finally see me.
Cos thats what humans always do. And I hope I won't have to prove it that way.
Just know that, you both will always be the best I've ever had, I'm just sorry that I'm not.
xoxo,
you know you love me
at 1:10 PM
In the end of the day, its the little things that matters most :)
xoxo,
you know you love me
at 1:50 PM
Got a wake up call from Manda earlier x) Went mamaks with her. 2 weeks left for holidays. Maybe I should start doing my figures. . And shall continue planning my holidays without splurging too much :x But mum and dad have been pretty supportive so thank you so so so much :D
All I need now is a good holiday and a few more new clothes :) Maybe manicure since my nails are all still perfectly fine. Before they break again.
Found some good quotes from Wilson's wall x)
A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
-Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding.
-Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest...it's about who came,and never left your side.
-A simple friend thinks the friendship over when you have an argument.A
real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a
fight.
-A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.
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Anyways, The History Project people :)
Yew Wah :)
Celinez (:
Cardin (:
Andreaaaa. Our group leader (:
Han and Weng Kee x)
Parts of the project (:
I think I'm gonna miss our class more than I think I do :( But also I can't wait to get into my major. After 1 year plus of being in foundation level.
And and and and I'm crossing my fingers for a better results this sem. Please don't let me down T_T
Off to do some chores :) xoxo,
you know you love me
at 5:49 PM
 Sem 2 finally came to an end. I'm glad foundation year is over. But I'll definitely miss my classmates :(
The beginning of Sem 1 was a little awkward for me. I couldn't really click with you guys. But trust me, in my mind I was thinking "Damn these people are really kiasu" Then slowly, we got closer and closer. I swear you guys changed me a whole lot. Of course, the positive way.
I loved the way we worked together, the time we spend in class crapping, eating, jamming and so on. The times we gossiped and bitched about our lecturers. Or when we were all struggling to finish up our assignments. The movies we watched together. And all of the breakfast and lunch we had. Every bit of those little things matters alot :)
Thanks Andrea, Yew Wah, Gracie, Celinez, Cardin, Victor, Wee, Jean and Laksh. And of course the rest of the class (excluding the fail Harry Potter, of course). You guys really made my life in The One awesome :') I've learned a lot from all of you people. And the recent trip to Cameron has definitely brought us closer together and that was when I realized that parting with all of you wasn't as easy as it seems. And I cannot believe myself tearing when we were on 3G with Celine :( All the fun we had, the time we've spend together, it's priceless. I wish there was more time to it and that we will still be classmates for the next two years.
I hate that this always happen in the end of both my semesters 2, separating with my classmates :( Anyhows, I'd wish you guys all the best in your majors and everything you do in the future. I know it isn't easy to keep in touch but I hope we will all try our very best. Hopefully two years from now, as I read this blog post I could smile and say "yes, we did it" :)
Once again, all the best to you guys :) WITH LOVE. MWAHS.
xoxo,
you know you love me
Hey Soul Sister ;) at 9:10 PM
Today is,
Day 1 without tomyum. Yes I have been eating either tomyum fried rice, soup or noodles for weeks. Nonstop ._.
The day Drawing test and LCS's final presentation is over ! :) We did an Ad Campaign for Air Asia.
In three different angles but conveying the same message. Somehow, I really love the idea. Teehee Andrea and Celinez we are awesome group mates x)
Anyways, I'm so glad its over. Now I can sorta relax, a little. I'm left with stop motion and history. Had Drawing test this morning, as usual I paint like motherslow. Finished just in time for LCS, went to class straight. Screwed 50% of the presentation, I kept getting stuck and repeating myself. But anyhows, I hope May Ann likes it ;) Ohh, and Yew Wah killed our mojo as well :P
After class, took our final pictures for Stop Motion. Gonna complete it tmr :) Must complete it tmr or I won't leaveee. Then went to meet Kai Rong for awhile crapped crapped stoned stoned then went and buy fruits xD Melured with Manderr, as usual.
Its Augustttt.
The Monster's Birthday :)
Along with my elder bro.
Darryl's (:
Jun Beom's (:
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My paper relief assignment (:
Finishing is pretty bad :/ The paper craft is a pain in the ass. The details are so frigging tiny. But I love making the roses (:
I prefer Sem 2 over Sem 1. The projects and assignments are much more fun. And most of em are closely related to what I enjoy doing x) Hopefully I'll get a good CGPA and make mama proud ;) Or else I'll hide in a hole and extinct forever :(
xoxo,
you know you love me
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April 2010
