2011 was quite a year. Actually every year is quite a year for me.

But I've learnt few things which is pretty useful to me. First things first, ups and downs, love/hate relationship with my family. I was going through a little rebellious or shall I say, I postponed my 14 years old I want freedom teenage girl issue. But then it got better.

My dad always says that if I'm in some big trouble, only my family would be the one that is able to help me. Which turns out to be true. Anyhow, I've learn the real value of family.

My best friend. The only person that I could possibly spill everything to. Such an amazing feeling to know there's a person on this earth that could understand me so well. Its definitely not just a typical friendship we have there. She's going to be there, all the time. Few great close friends, who had helped me throughout all my hard times, the ones who made me smile and laugh so hard I fell on the ground, those who always hear my out, those who share common interest, you all mean everything to me and I mean it.

College. The evil one. That tough shit. Just a shoutout to those who thinks designer is like some kinda overrated or easy job, those are meant for designers who only learn to imitate others. To constantly think of something new, fresh, something with a great concept, an idea that could probably worth billions of dollars(well okay of course that's just simply exaggerated for this sentence) or just an idea. Then the execution and the skills, so called finding your talent. This all really messed me up and often made me question myself if I'm ever going to qualify as a designer, if I'm ever going to be successful and so much more. And I tell myself, my brain has limited space, it can only go this far. An art college is nothing easy. But of course, good things come along too. Things I've learnt is what money can't buy(aside from PSD, AI and etc), friends I've made, these are the things that kept me motivated.

Relationships. Ups and downs as well. Its not easy to maintain a healthy relationship. Sometimes you can't even tell what you love about the other, but its just there. You're so attached that each time something small happens, your heart breaks. But when you're happy, its like you own the whole wide world. Give and take, is the best I've learnt from this.

People always say, follow your heart. Don't give up on your dreams. I can't imagine the amount of times I've watched or felt my dreams being crushed and rejected. Most of the time, by myself. How great. But deep down my heart, there's still a tiny part of me that still wishes that a miracle happens someday, as soon as possible. I get so jealous each time I see someone being sincerely happy with what they are doing. I wish I could be in their position. Just alter my mindset and just be happy! But nothing is easy. I should have a positive mind.

of course, not forgetting. My baby Dyno !