Hi (:
My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
is the bomb.
you know you love me
xoxo


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at 1:15 PM

Don't ever push people around of throw tantrums at others when you're angry.
Its not everyone's fault that you're so angry all the time.

I dislike being the second choice in things. I am so done feeling that way.
I have always been so afraid people might think I'm selfish that I lived my life pleasing almost everyone.
Turns out, people don't see you as a priority, they take you for granted.
Sooner or later you will slowly disappear and end up as just another girl. .

I've learnt that it takes a big courage to go after what you truly desire.
And I'm going to take that big step. I'm going to put myself first.





at 10:15 PM

Forever is a risky word. At least to me.
I won't say nothing last forever. But its the little things that we often fail to keep up with.
And it ruins every single thing we had left.

Not specifically to anyone. Just a thought. Though I really hate the love/hate game.

I always think about the future. Then I stopped, and figured. What's the point?
I can't even handle my present. I think about ridiculous things, EVERYDAY.
I can't stop being who I would hate to be but I can't help it. That's how I feel.

The one thing I learnt this year. Never feel sorry for yourself.






at 1:27 AM




I turned 20 just few days back. It scares me.
I made the same wish I did every year. You may think I'm being childish or that I never grow up,
but not everyone is able to hold on to what they love even when they lost hope and no chance was given to them.

I just hope, everyday I'm a step closer.
Meanwhile, I try to focus on what's right here infront of me. Try not to disappoint anyone.
I'm still looking forward for that day. . .

Every night is a nightmare to me. Before I close my eyes to sleep, I wish I'd wake up in a total different world.
Of course, it never happens. So I'd just seize the day and try to make the best out of it.