I'm getting sick of my blogskin.

Too lazy to change :O

Anyways, planned to watch Rapunzel with Ondy, Yew Wah & Wei Li today.

Plan epic failed. No movie tickets :( :( Ended up watching Skyline.

I don't even know how to rate this movie.

Alien invades, alien attacks, alien eats humans brain,

human turned to alien.

Oh & Ferrari got crashed by aliens.

AHHH I STILL WANNA WATCH RAPUNZEL SO BADLY T__T

Met Manda up for a short while after movie :)

On the way back, it was still raining & I saw this motorcyclist skidded and fell :( :(

Felt so bad for him. Its not like he was speeding or so. Mhmm :/

Luckily he didn't go to heaven *touch wood*

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I cut, relaxed and redyed my hair.

Its violet now :) :) But its a little flat D:

& I need to play dress up a little everyday now. Mhmm.

XOX.

xoxo,
you know you love me

Now, again, waking up in the afternoon.

Today, I'm going to clean up my room. A little. & then, I'm going to do something productive. Well at least I hope so.

Yesterday, stayed home till 4 ish, then went to meet Manda and Zhiji (the one who ate shit) at LST. Sat, stoned, talked a little. Hated the weather cause it made me feel like crap all the time.

Then went to Manda's. Had a long stretch of heart to heart talk :)

Now we're back on the game. ITS SO ON :D

I remember how we used to talk about it almost everyday when we were 15?

I guess none of those have actually changed, our mind's still clear of what we're going to do.

Just that right now we're already 19. :(

Lend her Dear John. Something to fill me up when I'm dead bored.

Went to star cafe, met up with Gordon. Tried to help Manda in her amazing Fashion Hotel design :) :) I made use of my sketchbook! The feeling is awesome.

The fluffies are planning a Scream Park trip. I'd go for sleepovers and movie marathons! :P

But either way, I'm always on for it :) :)

xoxo,
you know you love me

Its just the beginning of sem break, I'm already feeling bored.

Anyways, watched Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows with the fluffies today (: Movie was alright, Andrea had to do so many explanations to me cause I kind of slept through the previous one. It was a bore, to me. Mhmm.

Btw, Yew Wah screamed big time, when the snake appeared. I almost drop dead laughing. LOL.

Went and meet Jing & Manda for awhile, she was sick. Bad bad timing :(

Came home and had a good sleep. Woke up, not knowing what to do. Again.

Is life going to get any better? Sigh.

Anyhows,

I need to clean up my room. Its a mess.

But somehow I like it this way, even though my parents' said they couldn't breath when they're in, mhmm what can I say. I can :D

There is a whole lot for me to plan cos if I'm keeping this "I have nothing to do" thing, I swear I'd go crazy in two days.

First things first, I have my life to catch up on. All the things I gave up before.

Wish me luck ! :)

the sister. :)

XO.

xoxo,
you know you love me

My mind's twisted.
Sometimes I feel like life just isn't enough for me.
I think I want too much but thats what keeps me going. It kills me when I know, this is probably the best I can do. Or if my life just works this way, until the end of time.

You may say I'm unrealistic, immature or that I dream too much.

I hate living in this tiny box, knowing how much I want to move out of it and be better.

There is so much more in life that I want to go after, but then again. I've always wondered, are all doors close just because of who I am.

I despise the word normal. Even if its what everyone desires for, having a normal contented life.

Deep down I know that I can be so much more but yet it is me, myself who constantly throw my own faith away. I hate to wake up to reality.

I will not give up but yet I'm searching for the courage to keep me going.

I do live in my own world but there is exactly where I want to be.

Sometimes it scares me, of how well you're able to understand me.

But at the same time, I find comfort because I could tell you how I feel in words that I can barely understand but you do.

XO

xoxo,
you know you love me

xoxo,
you know you love me