 Tuesday, August 24, 2010
 at 12:25 AM you were always the best man in my life. you try your best to give me everything I want. thats why I'm always proud when they say you love me more. because I know, I love you just as much you love me. I wish you would read this, cos you just wouldn't listen to me. But I hope you'll know, someday That I'm growing up and that I am also afraid if I lose the both of you. I don't wanna be the useless one. I don't want people saying I'm pampered. Because trust me, you do it all the time. Sometimes I don't know if you just won't accept that I'm not that little girl anymore, or you're afraid I'll be someone else. It hurts to hear those words you say. It hurts when you never trusted me. It hurts more when you doubt me. It hurts when I've tried so hard. I don't know if this is because I'm different from the both of them. Or maybe you're just beginning to hate me. All I know is that it hurts. A lot. Its been hurting for years. And all I've been trying to do is to make you proud of me. I know we say ugly things when we're mad, but I never did. . You never see me, like how I thought you should have. And all the time this always runs through my mind, If it ever takes losing me to finally see me. Cos thats what humans always do. And I hope I won't have to prove it that way. Just know that, you both will always be the best I've ever had, I'm just sorry that I'm not.
xoxo, you know you love me |
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